i love this.
"so much to love, there's so much love. i watched him talking, sipping and swirling his wine, and i thought, "i want to remember this." and right then i wished for him, that he'd outlive me because i cannot imagine my life without him filling it up...he's my best choice. my best decision."
i'm so never gonna have that.
my dedication to the spinster life is unending.
